Saturday January 30, 2010

Again, wifey is out, and I am alone to play with myself.
So, as always, it is off to the computer room, apply some KY and surf and stroke myself to orgasm.
It just is not the same any more and I am finding it difficult to masturbate now, as I honestly think that Red has spoiled me.
Don't get me wrong, I like to masturbate alone as much as the next guy, or girl, but lately it just has not been that great doing it myself.
But making the best of my situation, I did manage to sit for about 20 minutes stroking myself until my cock had enough, and finally ejaculated.
After cleaning up the mess that I had made, I sort of felt guilty about playing with myself, almost as if I was cheating on red bu masturbating with out her here doing it to me.
Oh well, I am sure that she will be OK with me masturbating, because I had masturbated by myself for a lot of years without her, and one day I will probably masturbate again for years with out her.